Blank Please

It was only two days ago that i was begging my mind to stop thinking incessantly! I tried as many things as humanly possible without killing myself or my brain.

It's not fun when there are at least 100 different/unrelated/merged/oh-I-don't-know-how-to-categorize-anymore thoughts running through your head, ALL THE TIME!!!!

No sir, It's not.

Okay I am going to make this a short post and you will soon find out why.

Bam!

something happened last night.

And now I am feeling free. I feel peace and calm and a blank space in my, otherwise plethorised , head.

For the first time in life I feel i am truly on a vacation(I am in the middle of my end terms, by the way)where I am free from all worries, all thoughts, everything that I need and don't need. 

I am blank at the moment.

I am free.

I shall get back to being in the state(this lil blogpost made me think!).

cheers to life.

cheers to all the things I can't put a name to coz right now I am BLANK and I am loving it.